THANK YOU and some last words on this

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25. March 2014 by swissfitchick

Thank you.

Thank you for each and every comment, email, facebook messages, text messages, phone calls etc……on my last post and on what’s happened. I was absolutely OVERWHELMED by how much love and support and encouragement I received, you swept off my feet, really.

I read every single one of them and you can not even believe how much all your comforting words mean to me. I sat here with tears streaming down my face, cause your lines touched me deeply and it was so wonderful to see that all of you believe in my strength. I am so grateful for being part of this community and for having so many amazing people, friends and family around me. IMG_3562

Now here’s just one last thing I would want to say about this happening and then I will try and move on to ‘normal’ blogging again last week – in case my appetite makes its way back to me. If someone sees it, send it my way, mk?? Thanks. I am sick of feeling sick and a diet of red wine and chocolate eggs (thank God for Easter) is kind of suboptimal.

It’s very important to me that it is clear how very thankful I am for the time with Sandro and for all his love, support and patience. I appreciate it so much, I know everything he did was not something everyone would do and I know that I would not be where I am today, if he wasn’t at my side fot he last 4,5 years. I will never forget what he did for me. BUT – it’s also very important for me to say, that the ED was a huge part in our relationship – but it was NOT the ONLY reason why it ended. It sure had a big influence on our life together, and yes, Sandro was there to help me recover – look at me now, I am so close to be fully recovered and now he is gone. But Sandro and me had some other points in our relationship which weren’t easy and which turned out to be an issue, once it got more difficult between us emtionally. These things were ok and could be tolerated as long as there was deep love and a commitment. We found a way to handle it, cause we wanted to, cause we loved each other so much. But when the love starts to flake, you start to think if this is still ok – or if these issues are a real problem now. They appear bigger than before and add up to what already is difficult. Does that make sense?

Anyway – overall it’s this – Sandro was a wonderful boyfriend, and I tried my best to be a good girlfriend, but I definitely could have done better. We both made mistakes and we both screwed up. As cruel as this still sounds to me, but in the end, we weren’t made for each other, whatever deeper reason that may be.

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Lucie

11 thoughts on “THANK YOU and some last words on this

  1. Still thinking of you lady! ❤

  2. ❤ You're beautiful for not being snarky or talking badly about him. There's someone out there for you, Lucie. I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, and that everything happens when the time is right. Just gotta have faith and trust the process.

  3. Bless you! You seem to be dealing with everything so well. There is a perfect guy out there for you somewhere.

  4. You are a warrior.

    Embrace the change.

  5. I’m currently going through a break up, and it’s hard because I know my ed played such a massive part. It’s hard to have faith that what has happened is for the best, and that this person you love and who is etched into your entire being is not your soulmate . But I guess we have to have faith that this is a stepping stone in our story – a chapter. And now it’s closed . Stay strong beautiful x

  6. cottercrunch says:

    that’s true healing. Appreciating that part of life and then moving on. You are strong and wise and oh so beautiful friend

  7. Sarah says:

    You are strong and you will make it. And you will be able to kick your ed in the butt. I also find it great that you only have positive things to say about Sandro on your blog. Not everybody manages to stay so nice in such a situation. And…yeah for Easter chocolate, even without a breakup??

  8. I’m so sorry to hear about this. From a reader (and blog friend) looking in, it seems that you are handle this rough time so positively and graceful. You are truly an inspiration. You stay strong, girl! Hugs to you. ❤

  9. calista says:

    Oh, Lucie. I’m sorry to hear about this. Seems like you’re handling it well and I admire your positive outlook. You’re a gem!

  10. I love that quote. Hugs!

  11. I love that you are standing strong and seeing past the pain! Sending you LOTS OF LOVE and a BIG APPETITE ❤ Love Always C

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